Kembali ke Aksara

Sudah lebih dari sebulan saya pindah divisi di kantor. Rasanya, seperti tidak percaya. Sejujurnya dalam hal karir, atau hal apapun di dunia ini, saya tidak pernah muluk-muluk. Saya tidak punya target apa-apa dalam hidup ini kecuali tidak mau tergantung dan digantungi oleh orang lain. Kebebasan individu adalah mutlak bagi saya (oh, batasan saya adalah nilai-nilai …

The Future Is Not That Scary

The recent experience of mine has taught me that the future was not as scary as I thought it would be. It was not that the future was less hard that I’ve expected, but because I evidently also has grown. I thought that I would not be able to bear the scariest news I’ve been …

Re-routing

My mind is a deep forest now. A lot of thought are growing, bigger, green and almost covering the sky and preventing the light to come in. I walk towards the treasure location as the map informs. Yet, I am stranded. Excited that I think I’m near, yet confused that I can’t see the road …

On Death

We often place the death at the negative chamber. We mourn, we’re frightened, we -most of the times-try to avoid it. Yesterday, one of my friends had passed away. Several days before, I visited her and witnessed her crying while wishing that everything would reach the end of tunnel where she could finally be free …

Semua Kemudahan Ini Tidak Gratis

Aku selalu yakin bahwa kemudahan yang kita dapat dari kemajuan teknologi tidak gratis. Seolah-olah teguh dengan prinsip yang tertanam kuat saat kuliah di Fisipol “There’s no such thing as free lunch”, aku percaya ada yang harus kita bayar dengan kedigdayaan teknologi digital ini. Secara sosial mungkin sudah terlihat. Sebagai seorang yang suka kerja di café, …

Aleph

I will be capable of loving, regardless of whether i am loved in return, Of giving, even when i have nothing, Of working happily, even in the midst of difficulties, Of holding out my hand, even when utterly alone and abandoned, Of drying my tears, even while i weep, Of believing, even when no one …